Its Ok You Can Leave, Everyone Does...

its nice to finally be with someone that deserves me but yet i feel i still dont deserve cuz she’s too amazing for words. happiest ive ever been before.

on another unrelated note, im glad i’ve always kept the same morals when it comes to my friendships. some of my close friends are going through tough times and to have them know that im always an ear to listen and help is a great feeling. not just the same ol’ reciprocal cycle of friendship B.S. that you see with most people. 

ive been digging myself out of the hole i created yrs ago and it feels good. alot is changing with my life and its honestly scary to me cuz i dont have control over it. ive been in control for 4 1/2 yrs over everything i needed to. as will smith would say “switch” :)